I am 25 years old, i live in Ukraine and Russia. I was very lonely and wanted to find real love, when I lived in Russia, but there it was very difficult, and I wasn t shore that I really know, who I want to meet. I knew only one thing: he must be very special. My searching was very difficult, and when I realized that I won’t find love, I found one interesting man by internet. We began to talk and soon find that we read each other's thoughts, it was wonderful feeling that I know him all my life… But he lived in Ukraine. So I travelled to Ukraine, we saw each other and really felt in love. Than married… We felt that we are bound by a common experience ... We were afraid to remember, but I had to. Because I begun to feel strange and heavy, painful feelings, I did not know where they are coming from,it scared me, then I didn’t really believe in reincarnation, but my husband felt the same, and we decided to remember all, what was in our past…
And that is our strange story:
We lived at the end 18- beginning of 19 th century in Romania. We found out that it was in Hunedoara. I was a girl named Francise (the name might sound otherwise, I'm sure only in the first letter “F”). The girl grew up in a reach family lived on the outskirts of town, the family traded horses, had arable lands, where worked wage earners. The girl was educated, she wrote poetry, she could draw a little, liked horseback riding. . She was about 17teen when she met with a courier named Tadeusz (I m shore in his name, I have no doubt!) He was 20 (19) years old and lived near the center of the town, his uncle served with the papers (he worked in archive?), Thaddeus grew up without parents, his mother died early. The boy grew up with his uncle and aunt. He could play the harpsichord, wrote poetry and was fond of astronomy and science. He began working as courier. Tadeusz and Francise married. They loved each other very much, but they were very different people: Francise was very religious, Tadeusz despised religion, he was fond of science. And Tadeusz’ s work – he was leaving home very often, Francise didn’t like it… They wanted children, and was an unsuccessful attempt. After that they started conflicting, Franchis wanted Thaddeus to left job, but he couldn t or didn t know how to do that, andhe was shore that this job is his duty.
Then there was a quarrel, Tadeusz very sad and tired, he must transport a letter to somebody, so he left home in a bad mood, and did his regular job. After ending of this work he decided to return to Francise at night through the forest, and it was a mistake - he was attacked by robbers who slashed him. He came back wounded and died from blood loss at Francise’s hands. The girl did not want to live, but their parents married her to another man. She was 20 years old, he was - 40, he had no children. Francise resigned with her fortune, and soon she born their first child. The first girl was born in the forest (!!!): It was a 1810-12 (?) Year. the French soldiers went through the town (it was the Napoleon s soldiers?) Francise was sitting at home alone, her husband left, she saw soldiers through the window, she scared that they go to her home to rape her . She ran to the forest, and there born a little girl. All ended well. The next child (girl)was born at home, much later. The husband liked to help Francise with household, he was reliable. Habit and children helped Francise to find happiness, but her feelings to poor Tadeusz didn’t went away. She drew his portraits in a secret album. Tadeusz was very beautiful, so the pictures of his young face made Francise feel herself better… But her husband found the album, he didn t understand Francise and was very angry and sad, because he realized that she didn’t love him. The conflict remained almost until his death. The children dispersed, Francise lived alone in his house. She loved flowers and agriculture, handicrafts, so she was not boring. But everyday she thought about Tadeusz, she missed him very much… She died in the old age. Only one thing she didn t want to leave – her house… She didn t know what her daughters will do with this house – none of them didn t want to live there, maybe their married, and lived in their husband’s houses… it s not important…. All a know - There were two heiress (daughter). What things from the past could survive in our days? Probably somewhere may be an album with pictures of Thaddeus - the album in a leather cover..It can be In family archive of Francise’s descendants… Unfortunately I don t remember her surname.I remember only views of a town, faces of Tadeusz and Francise, I draw them all (I'm an artist), I can show pictures. I want to find the descendants of Francise. And, if this story was really in Hunedoara, I found the place, where the Francise’s house was standing, on the map of the town.
This information me and my husband (past Tadeusz) collected bit by bit for 3 years. We learned all map or Romania
I born a little daughter and wrote a farytale about this story, we travelled to Karpaty in Ukraine, Hust, Tyachiv, life doesn t stand at one place, so I want to see Hunedoara by my own eyes…somehow.
I want to check our story! One thing I sure - the relief of Hunedoara is the same. Chunks of the city I remember well.O, it could be very well to find records in the archives about deaths and births of people of 19 sentury! Messenger, Tadeusz, who died in the performance of the job - this information may be in the archive. I can write a more accurate date and describe the details, if needed. perhaps someone remembers this story? …It was only 200 years ago:)
Thank you for reading this long text, i was very tired when translated it to english, cause i did it by myself from the beginning to the end!!!!!